Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Dax At 2 Months

My little couch potato.
Oh, I miss the days where you can put your child down on the couch and you know that they aren't going to roll or move because they haven't developed the muscles to do it yet.

Nice, relaxed and comfy.
May 11, 2010

Fauxhawk a Naturale

So the nice part about his hair is that it naturally goes into a mohawk without any product in it.
Either my hand is really big, or he was really that little. Time flies...

I think I've seen this same pose on a movie called Zoolander.
April 30, 2010



Dax's First Real Smile

Wait for it, wait for it...

April 22, 2010

Crafty Hands

I miss the cuddly newborn phase where they can just fall asleep anywhere. I can't even get him to fall asleep on me anymore.
So Teiggy proudly shows us that his primary teacher at church taught him how to trace his own hands without any help.
Unfortunately, she forgot to mention to just use crayons and not markers. Thanks Sister England.
But it's okay because daddy was there to let him know how proud he was of him.
April 19, 2010



Tuesday, August 3, 2010

My Baby Boy Turns 1 month

I was so happy when Dax turned 1 month. I couldn't believe that we had made it so far. Yes I was tired and yes I was semi-delirious, but he was here and I thanked the lord for his existance every single day.
Kasyn and Teig have been so good at adapting to having him here. They talk to him and hug him and kiss him. Kasyn even lets him pull her hair. It's nice to be a normal and happy family.
April 11, 2010

Easter Weekend

Once again, like always, Jason was on call over Easter weekend. I saw this cute craft while I was at the hematologists office with Dax and wanted to let the kids do something fun.
So on Easter, I took the kids to church and because Jason wasn't home yet from the hospital, the kids took a nap after church and it was then that the Easter Bunny showed up.

That Saturday before Easter, our neighborhood HOA had an Easter Egg hunt. So we walked down by the pond where the hunt was and Kasyn and Teig were able to get a lot of candy and prizes.

Teig didn't know when to stop even though his basket was overflowing with eggs.


It was so cute, on the way home Kasyn grabbed him by the hand and walked all the way home together like that.
April 4, 2010

Dax's Baby Blessing

The day after we got home from the hospital with Dax, we decided that since my family was still in town and since we didn't know what was going to happen healthwise with Dax, we would give him his baby blessing. Since he was still on the wallaby, we knew we couldn't do it at the church.

It was really nice just having a small number of people there for the blessing and I think that it helped a lot with Jason's nerves. He did a really great job on the blessing and it was the first time that my dad was able to help bless one of his grandchildren.

I asked Brother Dean to come over and help out with the blessing and he was nice enough to come over and be there for it. Afterwards, I felt a lot better knowing that at just 10 days old, he had a blessing, things were starting to look up again.
March 21, 2010


Monday, August 2, 2010

Dax's First Bath

Grandma is just trying to talk to Dax about his upcoming bath.
I don't think the talk worked too well.

Why does he hate bath's so much?

Ahhhhh, so glad that's over. Now it's time to get some sleep.
March 20, 2010

Back To The Hospital

About two days after we were home, I noticed that Dax hadn't pooped since a couple of hours of being home from the hospital. I started getting nervous and talked to Jason about my concerns. So we decided that if he didn't poop by 3:00 that day we would take him to Children's Close To Home (Urgent Care). It was a Sunday and so we couldn't get him into the pediatrician. So they took an X-ray to check for bowel obstruction and then did a blood test to check his biliruben levels. The X-Ray looked great, but they found his biliruben levels were extremely high at 25. The doctor that saw him told us that at a 28, he would have to have a blood transfusion. So she told us we would have to admit him to Children's Hospital. She said that he would have to go under some bili lights and would probably get to leave in one or two days.
When we got to the hospital, we found out that he was dehydrated and an IV would be necessary. They began doing heel pricks every six hours to test his bili levels and make sure things were headed in the right direction. The problem is that a newborns blood isn't stable like a bigger person and so his blood kept hemalizing and clotting and so they weren't able to get an accurate reading. So that meant more heel pricks for him.
One day went by, then two, we started seeing his levels decreasing, but never enough to go home. Three days, then four they took him off of the lights for six hours to see how his levels would react and they jumped back up, so that meant more lights and more foot pricks. They kept us on the pediatric cancer floor in the hospital because he was a full grown baby and was too big for NICU and it was the cleanest place in the hospital for a newborn. The rooms in between our rooms both had long time residents who were being treated and were missing all of their hair. As I sat in my room with Dax, all I could think about was how grateful and blessed we were that this was all we were being seen for. But it was so hard to be there knowing what these other families around me were going through. Still they had no answers as to why Dax's levels weren't dropping. They did more blood tests, testing liver enzymes which came back negative. Finally after six days of being in the hospital, they had good news, they would release us as long as I took a wallaby(portable bili-lights) home and took him daily to Urgent Care and had his bili levels checked. Yep, more heel pricks.
By the time we left the hospital in both heels he had been pricked over 40 times and they could no longer squeeze blood out fast enough, so instead they had to do peripheral blood draws (out of both arms). I was a complete wreck, here was this poor helpless little baby and he just couldn't get a break. They still had no idea what his diagnosis was and so we were referred to a hematologist. Finally 3 weeks later we had a diagnosis. Hereditary Spherocytosis. Apparently it has something to do with the protein breaking down the blood cells and causing them to be so fragile that they burst which causes anemia. Now that we know that, I have to check occasionally where his spleen is and make sure that it is soft. Other than that most children by the age of six have a spleenectomy. So, so, so scary to hear when you bring a new baby into the world, but I am so grateful that he is home and not at the hospital and that our family is together and whole again. Not seeing my children and not having everyone together was so hard, I don't know what I would have done without all of the help that we received from my parents. Also having Jason by my side in the hospital while all of this was happening, really made things so much better because it would have been so hard to go through it alone.
March 20, 2010

One Happy Family

So about 26 hours after I delivered Dax, we were finally able to take the cute baby boy home with us. I was so excited because of all of the help I would have with having Jason for three days and my parents for another 10 days. Everything was going so great until...

March 12, 2010

Family Visit Dax For The First Time

Dax was born on March 11 at 10:45 a.m. and a few hours later my family got a chance to meet him.
He looks so cuddly in Grandpa Cammack's arms.

Teig couldn't be more proud than to be able to meet his new baby brother.

Kasyn, like always, was very intuitive and asked her daddy a lot of questions about her new brother.

Grandma Cammack had been waiting for so long for the opportunity to meet her newest and final grandchild and I was so grateful to have them here to meet him and help with Kasyn and Teig.



Introducing...DAX

Dax just had his first bath. Doesn't he look happy? He still isn't thrilled about the idea of getting in water.
So apparently when I was delivering Dax, they found meconium in my amniotic fluid after my water broke. Which basically meant that he pooped during delivery. The concern is having it in his mouth and ingesting it during his first breath of life can cause infection, so he wasn't able to cry and so they had to breathe for him until they were sure he was okay.

Wow, how similar in weight he and Teig were. Teig was 8lbs 4oz. I love having a baby with hair, I think it gives them more personality.


This was the team that helped pre-delivery. Nurse Cara was amazing and treated me so well, unlike the horrible time that I had during the night with the first nurse. I'm grateful that she was the one to help walk me through everything.



Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Warning: Live Birth Recorded

What you are about to see is me holding our camera and capturing on video Jason delivering the baby:

So Dr. Mendez asked Jason if he wanted to deliver the baby and Jason said that he thought that I wanted him to stay by me. I told Jason that since it was our last baby, I thought that he should do the honors of delivering him too. The epidural was working really well and I couldn't feel a thing. So I asked him to hand me the camera so that I could take pictures of him during delivery. The camera was accidentally set to video (which apparently is prohibited during delivery) and this is what I got.

Twas The Night Before Delivery

Kasyn and Teig are already for bed and are kissing me goodbye before I go into the hospital to have the baby.
This was the last picture of the four together of us before we left for the hospital to welcome the fifth.
The hospital that I had the baby at was really great. Jason works at it and it is only two lights away from our house. Also, you get to deliver the baby in the same room that you keep for the whole time you are there for post-partem.
This picture I am showing because none of my family has ever seen me at full term. My mom and dad came out a day early just so that she could see me fully pregnant. With Kasyn and Teig, they had came a couple of days after and my stomach had already started to flatten. We decided to induce so that Jason could schedule time off from work and so that my parents could be there to watch the kids for us.
I got to the hospital at 9:30 at night and was scheduled to be there at 8:00, but there was too much going on to get there on time. When the nurse checked my cervix, she said that I wasn't dilated to a one yet and was only 50% effaced. So they had to put this thing on my cervix called cervasil to help progress it. They said that it would take 12 hours for it to work and they didn't put it on until 1:00 a.m. I asked Jason if it hurt and he assured me that it wouldn't. I should've known not to trust a male with no cervix because about 20 minutes into it being in me, I had such horrible pains. Then it felt like I had a really bad stomach ache and every time I got up to try and use the bathroom, I couldn't get anything out (in other words...contractions). About 45 minutes into it, my teeth started chattering and I was shaking vehemently because the pain was so intense.
I called the nurse to see if I could take anything for the pain and she told me that it would stop the progression, but she could give me a sleeping pill instead (Ambien). I'm sure she just thought that I was a druggy. Of course with being in excruciating pain, the sleeping pill did not work at all and I continued getting up every 15 minutes to go to the bathroom. By 3 a.m. she came in and agreed to give me something to numb the pain but warned me that it would slow down my progression drastically. I didn't care because the pain was so horrible. The pain medication worked a little and at around 5 a.m. I finally drifted off to sleep. But then at 6 a.m., it's apparently shift change because I was awoken by a new nurse named Kara who told me she would be with me throughout the day. I told her that the pain was getting worse and that I wanted to know if I could take anything. She said in order to give me anything, she would have to check my cervix, to which I readily agreed to. She was surprised to see that I had dilated to a 7 and was 100% effaced. She immediately pulled out the cervasil and said I could start on the petocen. In five hours, I had gone from not being dilated at all to a 7, I don't think that they were prepared for it to work as well as it did. By 9 a.m., I had an epidural and was dilated to a 9. Everything was moving along really fast from what they told me (no kidding). She came back in to check on me at 10:15 to 10:30 and the babies head was already crowning. My O.B. wasn't available and so Dr. Mendez said that he would deliver me.
When he got to the room he immediately said hello to Jason. Apparently Jason had known him from when he was a med student doing rotations. Things were finally starting to look up.


Another Field Trip

Kasyn's preschool did another field trip to an indoor field sports warehouse. They had all sorts of inflatables and the best part was that you could take other siblings too.


Kids are fearless when they are little. That was such a steep slide.

Kasyn and Teig wanted to slide down at the same time to see who got down the quickest.

They had a really great inflatable obstacle course and if I weren't pregnant, I would have played in there with them too.
March 3, 2010

A Disney On Ice Surprise

The month before I was due to have the baby, I decided that I wanted to do something special with the four of us. Being winter and pregnant, this was what I came up with. The week before we went, I kept telling the kids that I had a big surprise for them and that we were goint to take them somewhere they had never been. Unfortunately, I didn't check with Jason first and after I had purchased the tickets, he told me he was scheduled to work that night. So it was just huge, pregnant me and the kids, off to the surprise.

The kids were thrilled to see all of the characters from Disney movies that they had seen. Even now, Kasyn still talks about and asks when we are going to take them to another Disney On Ice surprise.

It was a lot of fun, but next time I am going to remember to check Jason's schedule so he can join in the fun too.
February 17, 2010